Its time to let the emotions go wild. I already have my fear drinks cup at home & now its time for the 6:10pm opening day showing of Inside Out 2. Bit upset my cinema no longer do adult only showings of kids films at like 8:30pm so i know this will probably get on my nerves being in a room filled with kids.

But day has already been made. The guy who was scanning tickets was giving everyone a sticker for inside out & he saw i was in my nice designer Turquoise top & so i got an envy sticker. He then went ahhh your nails are all the different emotion colours too. That wasnt the reason why they were all the colours. They were for pride month & all of the rainbow, but it works for that too.

I was sold out. I was very happy about that. Although there was a point where i was the only person in my row & i was like hang on & then with 5 mins of trailers to go 3 families arrived. A little girl asked me where my kids where & her mum said dont be so nosey & i said its fine, i was a kid when the first one came out (i wasnt but to that 5 year old she was like ooooooooohhhhh).

Trailers, Despicable me, Wicked, Moana 2, The new Wild Robot (SWIM!{why do i think that might be my quote of the year… bloody Fink the Fox}) & the new Paddington 2 trailer which literally the cinema watched in silence & laughed along at.

there was no pixar short… WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im Sorry We need one! Urgh…

& then the film started… I full on cried like ugly cried… Like its up there with Up & Toy Story 3 & Paddington picking up the phone crying.

So ive realised a lots as an adult especially now its talked about that i do suffer with Anxiety. A lot. Im always thinking about 8 steps a head. I always need to know when stuffs going to be done so i can plan for the next thing. I mean can i just say that ive sat here tonight typing this thinking well if i dont get this review published then Wednesday will be my next chance & thats at least 2 more films in the list of drafts & when are they going to get done. I also very typically had a massive anxiety attack as i drove home from the cinema. I thought i had left my credit card (which i had just paid off completely) in the cinema. I started driving back to the cinema & had a major panic attack & then realised after parking & calming down in an area i shouldnt be parking in cos i was a danger to myself driving that it had actually fallen out of my purse & was in the bottom of my hand bag. But i still had to sit there & drink my water & put on some Rob Thomas before i could start driving home again. So when you need an example of what anxiety is to people, that orange little thing, yea thats me, a lot of the time.

I do love all the new emotions too. Envy is adorable, like i want her in my pocket. Im so glad ive got her sticker for my scrap book now. & when nostalgia pops up… ahhhhhh shes epic. Mrs Flores? if you know that reference well done take 5 popcorn points (reply with a quote to earn them).

The sarcasm is incredible. I love it, thats sooooooo me & thats soooooo when i started being sarcastic too.

There are so many jokes in it for the adults. Its insane. Like there was a point where me & the mum sat next to me were having a good laugh & no one else in our row was. We kind of looked at each other like yep.

The mood swings teenagers have, damn its over the top but is so right because all of that stuff does go on inside your head.

Where the secrets go, loved that (ive got a couple you arent getting people nah nice try) but the characters in there & the different animation styles were brilliant & how they were referenced.

I do have a theory about part 3 something is vaguely referenced but not ever truly discovered &i think im right so in 6 to 8 years time come back & we will chat.

I now know a lot about hockey, probably too much if im honest.

The belief system appearing & sense of self was amazing. It was incredible how as you grow older that changes.

I like that the other 3 emotions got more time to shine when last time it was sadness & joy.

High school is also so like that, but they would have known for ages they were going else where to her, surely unless thats not how it works in America.

When Riley’s sense of self does something & joy has a line i was full on crying & so was the mum next to me who held her 5 year olds hand, that was sweet, like she knows that this is what its going to be like possibly for her kids in years to come.

There is an end credit scene peoples, but you all probably know about that.

Yea thats rather fucking special. Its a golden buzzer contender for sure. Im emotionally ruined & fulfilled at the same time. Pixar are back on top form & this gives hope for the rest of the summer box office. Its fantastic.